sometimes i juz feel tt i'm wandering all abt aimlessly. to say the truth, i dun really know wat i want for myself and why i'm doing watever i'm doing. there's no purpose in my life. the results for prelim are out, and i'm dun think i'm really happy abt it. okay, maybe for physics. however, mr tan said tt he had marked it leniently. so maybe not.
i wouldn't say i studied very very hard for my prelims, but i was expecting much more. results never really matter much to me but for once, i really upset of my results. i wonder why too. perhaps the expectations were set there for me and i really wanted to prove i can do it. well, looks like i'm really not up to it. i'm upset abt it but i really can't do anything abt it now.
maybe all these happened becoz i wished for it. i wanted something to push me to study harder. i got wat i wanted--bad results. yet, i'm not really motivated. i gonna let ppl down becoz of my results, especially myself.
i'm a goner.
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